Saturday, June 4, 2011

looking up while looking down

well.  today i got cut right away at the Cirque audition.  i am not gonna lie, that really sucked.  but, there are so many reasons why it could have happened that i can't even begin to think about it or try to analyze it.    one thing i have learned from the dance world is that you can not try to understand a talent scout or casting director.  sometimes you are exactly what they need, and other times you are far from it.  and you can not take it personally otherwise the rejection will eat you alive.
so... i am trying to look up while i am feeling down
on a good note, i start dancing with someone new on tuesday, Michael Mao.  i got a part time job dancing for him and we have 2 shows in july.  i am also excited to be teaching a workshop at The Joffery Ballet on June 18, and The Academy of Movement and Music on June 25th (both in Chicago).  i said YES to the Golem project which starts in Sep with shows in November.  and i have 2 shows in Sep with Yoo and Dancers.  so, even though today did not go well... things are generally going well.

and i still want a puppy...

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